I've never blogged before!!!

My blogging cherry was just popped. It feels kinda funny. This isn't quite how I expected it to be. It's really too late for me to be awake, but too early for me to go to sleep. I'm a mother to a young fella & a girlfriend to an older than young fella. When they close their eyes, that's my time to do me. Each & every night. Maybe I can scream to wake 'em? Nah... That might make their nerves bad. Should I stomp up and down the stairs bellowing profanities? That won't work either. I don't feel like going up the stairs. Bear with me, I'm still trying to figure this thing out.